RIPPLES

Ripples are waves that come and go...

but then they're there and they just don't flow.

You get kudos and raves from all around..

but it never seems to come from the closet crowd.

The one's who matter, the ones who care...

supposed in voice but not in the air.

The funny thing in life is what you can see...

though not proven, but real and rarely believed.

Time and again you run across a TRUE...

but you have trouble believing 'cause it's so rare...it is NEW!

SIX DEGREES of seperation I thought of a lot

but the hype made me shy and skeptical at the on slaught.

The sense it does make but who'd really believe...
that things happen for a reason without reason or weave.

I know this for real and ask who you will...

I have had premenitions from the time I was little.

My only unanswered question I have held onto for years...
does MADONNA remember writing me back from 'PRIVATE EYES' at the request of the gears.

She wrote on notebook paper and explained she never does...

and just after her marriage to Sean, on a plane...he gave his doves.

Doves meaning the stroke of the 'PENN'...

they both signed it, I teared all the way to the end.

The funny thing is...Mo is BF's with Ro...

who I always admired but could take or let go.

The tide has quite turned...I guess from the blog if you will...

the realness, the access, the truth and the still.

The still in real life as Ro always says...

where Mo has shielded herself, for good reason I guess.

I could only imagine the fame she has endured...

but like CLASS...she has maintained the same of the curse.

As Wendy would say, "A FRIEND IN MY MIND"...

I have dreamed of the day I would only say, "HI!"

"Hi to Kelli, I said in PTOWN and asked for a pic....

and she was nice and was down.

Unknowing at best as we took a quick ride...

would we not wait in line but have a brief time.

I had already decided if my ass hurt too much we wouldn't stay...
but we got there and were wisked to the front with no say.

Ro, said at one point, "No kisses please" as I thought to myself...

oh yeah...the germs of many...what was I thinkin'...I know my steez!

But the cuteness, the vibe must have brought her about...

as whe kissed my Can Can on his puckered mouth.

She looked at me and him then again...

and asked if he was mine with knowing within.

It was a moment in time that connected the tie...

between Rosie, Cannon, Madonna and I.

I only say that 'cause in the weeks that followed...

I sent in a pic...of our 'PEACE' tees lunching at Carnegie...

and they were posted for ALL.

The funny thing was that the 'header' that day...

was of rehearsal of Mo at Rosedale that it changed.

I knew something special had occured for me at the least...
although may go unnoticed by all who's eyes feast.

I have dreamt of what I would say,
but would not want to bother and not be dismayed.

My Dad in Zimbabwe, having been three times...

Malawi and David makes me wonder again of the chimes.

Chimes that ring a different but same tune...

and make my spine tingle with each and every swoon.

There are certain songs that make me dance, or feel, or love, or reminisce.
Madonna has always done that for me...

though not every song, lets be fair, brings me to my knees.

I know one thing for sure and sure as can be...

a 'HOLIDAY' is something we all surely NEED!

Baby Boy BARRETT

Always a joy to meet a new baby boy.

Fresh out of the box...a new hatchling to love and enjoy!

Just as cute a a button with a button nose to match...

that resembles his mommy...just the cutest little hatch!

His Mom, Dad and Sister are just so proud...

as is his other family as well as my self...no doubt!

WELCOME to the world B.C.H.

and YOU KNOW IT!

My Friend

I have a friend...and I call him 'Ski's'
he's friendly and fresh but aims to please.
I've learned a lot from being his friend,
and can say I will be ALWAYS...no matter what 'til the end.

He's a pleasure and a joy as well as sometimes wild,
but again he is only a child.

He always means well as his heart shines right through...
though having 'Fragile X' must make everything harder to do.

It manifests in many ways,
leaving most perplexed on any given day.
To explain...the symptoms can vary and range,
from total dysfunction to autistic in name.

We have our own lingo and speed if you will...
from my whistle, to his plants...
there's always something to discuss usually the weather he reports with great skill.

SEVEN

Some say it's lucky...but in this case I find it yucky.
Some say you 're not done and I believe you've yet to begun.

However, if you've done it not once but thrice...
I guess I shouldn't care but the careless disregard makes it not nice.

Not only mad but embarrassed and sad.
Sad for the crew and all you don't do.

Only I feel 'LUCKY' because I thought you planned only mine...
but like ALWAYS...noting but lies.

One knows what they do and to who.
Fuck it...turn your head and act like YOU!

Not my speed and never was...
but 16 years of nonsense feels like a bust.

I will however, be thankful that I have a great one,
influenced by YOU very little as one would want.

A relationship, I did insist and am glad,
but remember the resist and the mad?

Now what...what do I say on number three of explanation...
when one lies, cheats, thinks not of the others for his own satisfaction?

FUCK IT...RAGGITY!

Oh well, shouldn't dwell on deceit...
only positive feats!!!

and you KNOW IT!

HEALING

Healing has been long but positive so far.

Perentage wise good...but remaining pain for the course is par.

Could be worse...different aspects improving...

but pain, scar tissue, traumatic backlash still always moving.

I am optomistic to a degree of functionality...

bearing the cross in mind of reality.

Everything is realitive and hopefully manageable to a point...

ending in questions and often annoyed

Many someones' are far worse...

therefore humbling me back slowly on track and on course.

Although always feeling for someone else...

the ignorance of self often jumps the obvious shelf.

Concentration is the key to self-healing...

with positive thoughts forced for reeling.

Night, night!

...YOU KNOW IT!

GOALS

GOALS...I loved 'em in soccer, as few as they came...

but worth every stride in honor and name.

Sometimes reached in error, although fortunate as time looks back..

a GOAL is something to dream and reach for; and to try and not to lack!

...and YOU KNOW IT!

SOLICE

Solice with Snort is peace at it's best...
especially at 2:30 A.M. when all are at rest.
Jack and Me by the sea,
benefitting us both...although unspoken but seen.

Many studies have been done,
for both research and fun, that a person's best friend is a dog #1

A good boy is our dog, who loves not just all...
for canine reasons is selective and stands tall.
Though learning late just how to flow...
he has helped me through this painful slow.

go Snorty...and YOU KNOW IT...BLIGE...!

Non-Stop

Neighbors to the right, neighbors to the left...
neighbors across and some who have wept.

Wept from the frustration of being so stuck...
like I say daily, "What the Fuck?!"

Someone so bored, they rotate the nonsense and hate...

from door to door when they tire of that mate.

The funny thing is we all know someone like such...
someone you wished you'd never met but now you know too much.
Their habits, behaviors, both good and bad...
but someone you'd rather not engage 'cause they are just so sad.

The games, the etiquette they play but do not mind...
reasonability, rationality, but will try to screw you from behind.
Behind the bushes or the lens in the house that's not so,
not for birds or security but to harass and intimidate and eavesdrop like a MO.

The time has now come for me to move on...
to another location with less tension, more peace and positivity that is strong.

Back at ya'...SPRITZ...and you know it!

Theories I

Well the time has come...

for me to vent some.

I feel bad and I tried...

but each and every chance I have

I've been lured with truth and lies.

Many a neighbor have been and gone...

some for nice, some for wrong.

Some so wrong, unbearable to become,

some so wronged nobody could believe their song.

Well let me tell you it's true...

and there's not much to do.

This land is one of free speech...

and at times blind breach.

Unfair it may seem but I believe...

Karma has ways to receive.

Receive it's due...

to and from all...both me and you.

There's no sense to intentional shade...

when we all have good intentions to be made.

Life is knowledge and knowledge is key...

to both your life and prosperity!

T-sight Productions...and YOU KNOW IT!

Visual Travel

I have added to my blog list...! I am trying to find cool blogs to check out.

Paris Daily Photo I stumbled onto when I started my blog and it's cool. It also has links to all the other daily photo blogs at the bottom. It's fascinating to see other places in the world you definitely couldn't see all of in a lifetime. It makes me feel like I'm there too...try it!

My other fav is to fly around on Google earth and visit places I will probably never see or places I have before!

YOU KNOW IT!

Bullseye

After a bit more thought...

I AM going with 'LANCE'...'cause only one from the same could not be taught.

No... not just anyone can rhyme...
but a branch from the same tree knows the same time.

Like a tickety tock on a grandfather clock...

like the one he gave to me and Can-Can has been taught.

Taught the numbers, the time, the moon and the chimes...

my most precious houshold item I shall treasure for all time.

Someone whom I have missed for many years...

maybe I will see soon for some laughs and beers!

...and YOU KNOW IT!

Guess Who II

NO WAY...the mystery just made my day!

By someone playing the game...

I got a reply from the one of fame.

Yeah...that's right I may have been wrong,

but I asked RO and she relied to my blog!!!!!

Even my husband the pessimist...

from work, on break was totally impressed.

Thanks to RO for bringing the shine...

the shine of sun to me and mine.

The mystery goes on as I try to guess...

more wishful thinking...Uncle Lance maybe...as I think of the rest!?!

Whomever it is...seems to know me somewhat...

but the guessing has me perplexed like the pain in my butt!

...and...YOU know it!

Guess Who?

SOMEONE...left me a mysterious comment, so intrigued I have been...

A rhyming puzzle of sorts and a guess from within.

I could only hope the compliment of seeing my blog...

came from the one and only R-OD!

I couldn't insert my guess on the comment so here it is...

wishful thinking or not I'm going with RO until confirmed by the whiz!

Something so simple brought extra shine to my day,

I'll figure it out no matter how long it takes!

...You know it!

STRESS

Stress is a mess and can cause distress.

Stress is a stress that can cause a nest.

A nest that is stagnant, one that barely moves...

but a nest that is lively within it's grooves.

The EAP is in motion, in mind and in and soul...

but difficult to find somewhat like a mole.

That's why so many suffer and miss so much time...

the depression takes hold and clutters one's mind.

The vortex, the verge, the falls have appeared...
like Victoria's spray on the ledge makes one fear.

Exhilaration of positive to come,

with the optimism, hope and dreams yet to come.

Full circle does come, yet noticed or not;

look around you and think of the ones that are gone.

The lessons and love that they left and they taught...

only empowering our futures in ways we could not have thought.

We Made IT!!

Oh Yeah, bloggers...we made it!!

Look careful at the picture I took of Rosie's home page...on the bottom right corner!?! We are now located in the UR photo section of rosie's blog, under peace tee's rfaves if you want a peek...click on the link below.

This, to me, is most enjoyable! Makin' it on 'rblog's' (AKA http://www.rosie.com/ ) homepage!

Mommy and Cannon, taken by Daddy after the CRAFTY U book signing; lunching at the Carnegie. Delicious!

The Peace tee's paid off and we are on 'rfaves' list too! Everyone has their thing, and being ONE of the many rbloggers... is mine.

Rosie has inspired me to start my blog, introduced me to the flipperoo, the PED EGG; which by the way is fabulous and in general brightens my day with the sunshine of truth. Although, I don't always agree I can still relate...to the realness.

I find the ask Ro section of her blog cool because of the variety of questions people ask. Some so crazy, where others actually invoke interesting insight into the myriad of aspects;whether spectacular or simple, in a celebrity life.

Anyway, I am glad I made it. Having been so anxious and in pain waiting for this latest surgery...it brought a bit of sunshine to my cloudy days. Ironically, the worst post-op day so far, that landed me in the ER, was previewed with us on the front of 'THE BLOG'!

As I always tell my husband..."One must find some sunshine in some aspect or their day and in their life!" Being positive and optimistic is good for the soul.

And...YOU KNOW IT!